The rest of the year

Now, september has gone.
I can wake up from my nightmares,
fight one more time against these things that only i know about.
My training is over.
Now i have just the real life close to me.
... These moments i've spent,
the feelings that i hide from the rest of the world.
Now they are lost and the consequences of these moments,
the consequences of my decisions will follow me from the rest of the next year.
Because what happens at the end of the year
continues at the next year until the next september arrives
Wish me luck!!